I just want to be anorexic, bulimic.
when I see my big butts reflected in the mirror.
I want to throw up like Hollywood celebrities
in the toilet bowl.
I want to make fuss
of every calorie intake and my meals.
I want to check the scale
before and after I go to bed.
I want to go to Celebrity Fitness
and work out like a bitch.
I want to wear the skinniest jeans
and the smallest tees ever.
I want to walk the runway
according to the beat though I am sick.
I want to be skinny like them.
I just want to make myself happy.
But, am I ...
Or else I want my mum to kill me
with her pair of heels.