Pain

Alhamdulillah, I think that Allah has shown me what pain is when I was so busy enjoying myself all these while. He gives me such an unbearable pain, and now I realize that I need to go back to where I should be. I pray to Allah everyday to cure my sicknesses as I don't want to trouble anyone anymore. And I tell Allah every time in my prayer that I need strength to change myself, and my miserable life. 

Well, somebody told me that the best talk you would have is the talk with Allah, when you perform your prayer and stay on your prayer mat to say a few word because He will be listening. Nevertheless, I have missed that talk for quite a while now, and look at how far I have misled. I really hope that one day I will get to change my everything to be a real Muslim, and a good son as well. 

I am glad that I am having this pain now, because someone else did not. 

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Recovery

Salam guys and girls, how are you doing lately? I am not doing quite well actually as I am still feeling a bit sick due to the viral fever I am having. It is a very weird kind of fever because it makes me feel so cold at night and after few hours, I will feel extremely warm. I will be sweating until the next morning and it will happen again the next night. Gosh, scary right?

All I can do now is to pray that Allah will let me recover and be healthy as soon as possible. I want to work during this semester break as I need money to pay for some matters I got myself into it. I know it is kind of too late now but I am not going to retreat.

And I realize it now that all we plan will not always go on schedule because Allah has a better plan for us.

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Happy Family

I love you, 

You love me,

We are a happy family,

With a great big hug

And a gift from me to you,

Won't you say you love me too?

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FEVER

So now I am having fever, what is going to happen on the day of the convocation? I have practiced with the choir members since the last three months and now I am sick. Oh God, I have promised to sing for Kak Miza and Kak Arifah... will they be able to see me this Saturday? Oh God please, let me recover from this sickness and perform on that day? Oh God, please, please, please.

Love is Pain

Capital A texted me and all I received was just a complete awkwardness between the two of us. God, love is so painful.

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Young and Restless

This GIF image describes all the best things about my life as a teenager! Thumbs up to the creator of this GIF, I totally LOVE it! I am young and restless forever and always...

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Tumblr

People in Tumblr are superbly creative, sometimes mean, gorgeously attractive and damn humorous. Well, I joined Tumblr about a year ago after I saw thedibalicious own account and decided that "Yes, I must have one!". We at Tumblr love scrolling down the dashboard, re-blogging other people's post and the best thing is, I love their GIF images which I sometimes re-blog here. Another quality that we all at Tumblr share is that, we are all "forever alone" right Tumblr-ers?

Capital A

The smell of Capital A is fading, 

I think no more love is coming?

Bye-bye memories.

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Gloomy Days

Gloomy days are going to be over; I will show the world why I keep on smiling the next day in the morning. Thanks for the talks, texts and tweets everyone, I will keep them safe at the back of my mind. You know why I still believe that I should not pen down my writing? It is definitely because of all of you, the people who care and excited about everything. Thank you guys and girls, I love all of you. Let us all spread LOVE in our writing, peace to every body (",).

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RANDOM

My future lover should love the random things that I do. Well, when I said that I needed an exercise, I went all the way from IPG KBA to Mid Valley and again back to my hostel. And when I said that I wanted to be alone, I went to Pavilion just to read the magazines at Times, and then walked all the way to KLCC and visit the Petronas Gallery. 

Nevertheless, I will be penniless at the end of the month with no more money in my account. All I have is more than enough to keep me alive for the rest of this week; luckily I bought my train ticket earlier. So I must state it loud and clear here that I have to put a stop to my RANDOM lifestyles because after all, I am not a real socialite born in a wealthy family. My parents are just normal people, both work hard in the police force to keep food on our table the next morning. I am the eldest in my family so I should know better right? I am sorry mommy and daddy, I promised I won't be that random again. Okay I promised that I will try, at least (",).

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P/S: Don't ask me about the reason I chose this picture, it is all random hehehe.

Beyond Horrible

The awkward moment when you try to take a picture of yourself, and every picture you take is beyond horrible.

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Last Forever

Love that smell,

Hope that it will last forever on me.

Hap-PENANG : Nasi Kandar Line Clear

Okay, after a very long delay about my trip to Penang, so here I am keeping you guys and girls updated with the latest story. On our second day in Penang island, we went to a stall named "Nasi Kandar Line Clear" to have our brunch there (brunch at 12 AM) right Yazid, Diba, Amariah, Hakimah and Aliff? Gosh, we were so hungry at that time and I ordered a lot of food on my plate.

I asked for two pieces of big prawns, extra "nasi beriyani", "telur dadar" and "cendol" as well. Well, I was seriously shocked with the price that was charged for my food. Okay, read this clearly okay, RM 23 for a breakfast+lunch! Argh, all I could say at that time was "padan muka" because I forgot that I was a tourist, and it as my bad for ordering too much. Aliff said that I should speak in Northern slang because they would know that I am a local people there and apparently I did not. 

This is the "cendol" that I ordered and it tasted awesomely! I am serious, that is one of the best "cendol" in Penang island. They use a very fresh coconut milk a.k.a "santan" so it totally fresh, and delicious as well. Even Diba ordered the same dessert.

This is Yazid with his food. It costed him for about RM 10++ for a plate of Nasi Kandar. Well, that is much better than mine.

Hakimah's food costed her for about RM 8++, which is quite okay. Oh god I am so hungry right now...

This is Aliff and I think that his food costed him for about RM 11. Oh my, I miss that "papadom".

This is Amariah and she did not quite like the food. It tasted a bit spicy for her to handle, sorry Kak Mariah, that is the real "nasi kandar".

This is the Wall of Fame at the restaurant. Note that many celebrities have come and tasted the food here. I can spot Awal Ashari, Afdlin Shauki and Sharifah Shahirah there, can you?

The place is quite simple for a well-known stall like this. I wonder if the owner still want to keep the nostalgia of the place by preserving the looks of the stall. I think that maybe the owner can do a bit of improvement to the stall, maybe by installing more fans or air conditioner because it is quite warm there in the afternoon. The food quality is undebatable, that is the real "nasi kandar" in Penang, I looooovvvvvveeeee it!

Live Dangerously

Okay my life has been kind of boring now. I need some fun, maybe some dangerous things to do? I need some thrill, an adrenaline rush maybe? Well, thanks to Serena van der Woodsen and Blair Waldorf for influencing me to live my life dangerously. Thank you girls, xoxo!

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Happy Birthday Izati

Happy Birthday Izati!!!

I hope you are comfortable with your age now. Hello you are twenty already hahaha. I wish you a Happy Birthday, don't worry because twenty is just a set of numbers. Most of us are still nineteen, so let us be hehehe.

This picture was taken last week, May 12th when we had an advanced birthday surprise for her. This is the picture before she was pranked, taken in HR Steakhouse Kampung Baru.

This is the picture after the celebration! Yeah, we managed to cover her in flour when we walked near Menara TM, just after we got out from the LRT. Now imagine that she had to walk looking like that back to the college. Yeah, we are so mean and luckily she can take the joke. Well, birthday is celebrated only once in a year right? I can't wait to see and experience the surprises on my own birthday. My friends are going to be here in college on December 15 so I'll wait for my turn hehehe.

So Izati, I have this special gift for you since you LOVE Auntie Anne's pretzel so much right? I have called Madam Ann to make one for you (since you two share the same birth date) but wait, you are not in college already right? Oh my I have to cancel the plan right away hahaha.

She was also wearing her favourite jeans, t-shirt, scarfs and handbag on that night, what a coincidence. Okay enough with the ramblings. Dear Nurul Izati Binti Zainal Abidin, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! All the best in your life, have a blessed journey ahead. You are one of my close friends in college and thank you for willing to sit next to me in class. I know that I annoy you sometimes and I do miss our times spent in the class. Take care Zati, see you in September, salam. 

All Boys Party

Tonight is the all boys party in my room and we have various choices of horror/thriller movies in the hard disk. I have Abul, Azam and Fizur on my bed, looking so terrified to see what is coming in this movie, "The Unborn" and the best part is, someone (or something) has just knocked my room's door and when I opened it, no one was there. Okay I know this hostel is haunted and I am quite paranoid now but please not tonight. Oh Aiman please ask them to stop knocking...

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A rainbow for me

If I don't make it today,

Will there still be a rainbow for me?

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Not ready

Everyday I hear news about people departing to another world, the eternity. I will be shocked, as always but I know deep inside that I am not ready. I just don't know when the time will be that I am ready.

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May 16th

On May 16th, I went to see Madam Yashwanora and she said that I have gained weight. "You have chubbier cheeks!" she said; and guess what? That is how I reacted on the day of Teacher's Day Celebration.

P/S: Some of you may wonder why I keep on writing about this iron lady? Well... she do not judge people, and she managed to make me look positively about my life. Plus, she is good in English grammar so that really help my proficiency in English. 

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A Lonely Road

I walk a lonely road

In a place that I don't belong.

I have nothing to say,

Just some tears to soothe my sanity.

I love myself...

But people loathe me,

That is how beautiful my life is.

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