Life is a mess when your friends have started to lose faith in you even when you have apologized and quit the fight long time ago. It hurts to the bottommost when your closest friends have drifted away just because of one silly mistake that every one knows about it. It sucks when you have become the "mutton" crossing the road waiting to be crushed by a truck when they ignored your intention to make things better for the upcoming years. I guess I shall put the pen down and ask Allah why friendship is not easy for me anymore?
P/S: I miss my room mate, I don't know why we have stopped talking to each other?