I miss my life 5 years ago when people are very positive about the things I do. I am used to be secluded from the world but all the things I do recklessly now would be the source of a new conflict. I don't know how to satisfy them any more because in the end, I would have to snap my tongue for saying something that has a deep provocative intention to them.
The freedom of speech is now bounded with all the emotions; people who don't know me would judge the way I blog about things. Some are familiar with the way I bullshit about certain topics and some would be a loyal ignorant that would discourage me. I am sorry people because I write for my own self, my own obsession. If you don't like this blog, just click the recommended button and let me do the writing alone. I need this space to spell out my ideas,and probably with your sincerest support.