I miss my life 5 years ago when people are very positive about the things I do. I am used to be secluded from the world but all the things I do recklessly now would be the source of a new conflict. I don't know how to satisfy them any more because in the end, I would have to snap my tongue for saying something that has a deep provocative intention to them.
The freedom of speech is now bounded with all the emotions; people who don't know me would judge the way I blog about things. Some are familiar with the way I bullshit about certain topics and some would be a loyal ignorant that would discourage me. I am sorry people because I write for my own self, my own obsession. If you don't like this blog, just click the recommended button and let me do the writing alone. I need this space to spell out my ideas,and probably with your sincerest support.
10 comments:
penat nk jage aty sendiri disebabkan tindakan org lain yg x reti jage aty kite... huhuhu...
Betul tu Zati. kadang2 rasa mcm nk buat blog ni jadi private ja. Only open for invited readers like orang-orang supportive macam kamu dan lain2 tu...
huhu.. agak la.. pnh terfikir jugak nk wat mcm tuh... xtaw la org laen yg bmasalah.. or diri kite sdri yg bmasalah sbnrnyer... huhu...
Rasanya kita sendiri bermasalah... sbb tu org adea masalah dgn kita. that's why Am ckp, kita kena ubah diri kita dulu... entah la, boleh ke ubah diri ni??>?
huhuhu.. tu la... rse mcm mkin trok jer... mmg sedar jugak kdg2 diri sdri yg masalah.. tp biaselaa kan.. manusie.. papehal pon mst slhkn org laen dlu... then.. bru rse mnyesal n reflect diri sdri... huhu...
Betul tu Zati.... tp serious skrg Am rasa yg orang makin tak suka dgn Am la.. ntah kenapa? Mereka masih menyalahkan saya atas kesalahan-kesalahan dulu.... rasa mcm nk senyapkan diri but that is not me...
urm.. yeker.. salah ape laa sgt yg am wat dlu2... smpai mcm tu skali..? pelik2... huhu... i know.. dat's not so u lau juz keep silent... laen la lau zati.. huhu..
huhuhu, ntah la... manusia ni mcm kita sendiri jugak la... kita susah nak maafkan perkara2 yg da lepas... huhuhuhu
it's easy to forgive.. but it's hard to forget... huhu... myb mcm tu la agknyer...
Betul tu Zati... amboi, rajinnya komen kt sini... terharu sgt sgt... Thanks sahabat...
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