Everyone said that she's going to be okay.
But we'll never know what will happen as the clock is ticking.
I just hope that she'll be fine,
I need to see her smile.
I miss my Grandma.
This is tough for me...
I found out when my mother called me.
I know my father don't want me to know,
so that I will not paranoid like this.
But she is my Grandma,
and I have the right to know.
I promise that I won't show my emotions on the outside.
I will fake a smile, an actors laughter.
I don't want my friends to have to carry my sadness.
Only those who read my blog will know,
and I hope they pray for my Grandma's health too.
Salam, and God bless.
P/S: Thank you Raevarthy for your advise yesterday night at Scuds.
I really appreciate it!