Fatigue

I am just feeling so tired right now as I cannot sleep at night yet I still have to wake up at 6 AM everyday. Then at about 6.30 AM, after Subuh prayer and breakfast, I will head to my work place. There, I will punch my card as my salary will be cut for RM2 per day if I were to be late even for a minute. Then, I will go to the "Fore Court", the place where the people fill in their tanks. My focus is mostly on motorcycle riders, so each time they want to fill in the tank, I need to communicate with the person-in-charge at the counter by using the walkie-talkie, collect the money and smile. 

Yes, I have to smile to my customers all the time, wish them "Assalamualaikum" or "Selamat Datang" because we are given allowance for that. And I have to wipe the floor and clean both male and female toilets because we can have it in our allowance too. I did that this morning, but suddenly there were people who came to use the toilet and there goes the clean floor! 

And for most of the eight hours, I was in the Fore Court without being called to learn the cashier's machine. My boss said that I can only learn to use the machine on weekdays, so I will see tomorrow. If I cannot stand it, I will call the boss and quit the job. I think that being at the Fore Court is so dangerous for our respiratory system...We breathe in and out the gasoline, and sometimes it stays in our throat. When you drink or eat something then you will swallow the gasoline too, scary right?

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