Hey, what's up Guys and Girls? It has been a productive weekend for me actually. I had a heart to heart talk to my beloved best friend in IPBA, Raevarthy. Now I know what had happened to her and I felt sorry for not being there when she needs me the most. I managed to clear up things with her. I think that was our first meeting together after almost five months in IPBA. Last semester, we used to sit together during assembly and talk while we were supposed to pay our attention to the assembly. I did with her, just now. We sat together and obviously talks a lot. I had my best moment with her, after few problems encountered my life. She gave me lots of advice and constructive thoughts. I love her so much. Thanks Raeva!!!
Okay, back to the title, things happens for a reason. Have you ever find yourself in the middle of your feared problems? Have you ever tried to commit suicide? Honestly, I had my own experience when I could not handle my problems. I had one thought in mind, to jump off from Tower Block after class so that my ghost will haunt the people I hate the most in IPBA. When I think about it, I am glad that I did not commit such a sin. I finally realized that things happen for a reason.
I had lots of problems because Allah knows that I can handle it. So, if I commit suicide, it will be a shame for me because I choose to get away from my problems. I am strong, so I will fight over my problems. I know I am problematic, but that is life. And yesterday, while I was day-dreaming about my ex, I realized that problems and miseries will come in bundle. It will bug our life, and comes with brothers and sisters. I had mine, in package; simply wrapped in a smile but turns out to be my fearful nightmare.
Enough of that, I think I will have the best of my life if I move on. So, here am I, Mohd Azham Bin Amran, writing here, to my loyal blog and readers and I strongly believe that I will lead a better life next time. Moral from story, don’t you ever dare to commit suicide! Salam, and God bless.