DiGi Done Right Camp Review

It seems like the fever is not over yet. People are still talking about this superbly-done camp! I miss the friends I made there, the instructors, D'House, the food...almost everything. I really hope that I can join this kind of event another time, maybe with the same bloggers, Nuffies and all. Wait, I heard that there will be a part two of the camp. Really??? Nah, I don't think so, hehehe...

Click this link for more information. 

http://digi.nuffnang.com.my/2011/01/27/angels-bond-at-the-done-right-camp/comment-page-1/#comment-42251

P/S: Photos credited for Mokky Mok.

Loneliness

I was very lonely last night when my friends were busy preparing for a test the next morning. Well, I was in a desperate need for a listener so I called my Partner-in-Crime hoping that she could accompany me at the table for an hour. 

She could not make it and I nearly broke down to tears when I heard the words but I did not blame her at all. It all happened at a wrong timing, I understood that. I held the tears back and walk my way down the cafe, sat there at last but people started to stare at me like I was a bitch. I am sorry people but I am not a bitch yet, I am just sitting by the table for someone to talk to. 

P/S: Dear P.i.C, I exaggerated some parts of the incident last night.

Image source: http://abigaylee.tumblr.com/post/3560375595

Misled

Return to Allah,
Return to Islam Azham.


You know that you have misled your way, mistreated all God's gifts, misunderstood your purposes of living and you forgot everything. 


You are going to die one day Azham, you are not meant to live forever. There is still little time for you to knelt down to Allah before you meet Him on that uncertain date. Then you will know whether He loves you or not!

Abnormal

I know how it felt to be lonely when your friends were around but somehow they were just not there. You tried to laugh to their jokes but that was just a pretentious act of yours. You were sitting at the table with them but all you got was just mere annoyance when they started to hold each others's hands. You were lonely, horny and no one to tuck you to bed at night so you decided to leave the party at eleven. 

Inside your room, you were thinking about how difficult your relationship can be if your friends know that you are gay. They have no idea about it so far and you know that they will never accept it if you tell them the truth. For them, you are sick and need to be cured for your weird appetite, even if you are born with this abnormality.

"Whoever you are is not a disease; 

so there is no point to cure it"

(Prayers for Bobby)

You are not the only star

I just want to tell you that you are not the only star in the world. Please stop mocking other voices when people like me start to sing because I know you are damn good. At least, I call this people up to share the stage and be an artist for a day even when I know they sing better for their own. I just want them to feel the flashes for once, to be a star and to talk about it to their children later.

Image source: http://famoose.tumblr.com/

Wake up

Grow up, face the music Azham! 

Your friends are not going to like you forever. 

Wake up, this is not a dream any more! 

They are still going to hurt your feelings. 

Please Azham, don't be a little boy forever, 

You are going to be a teacher one day.

Around your arms

I want to travel the world with you,

Please let me be around your arms.

Image source: http://ahmadsyahin.tumblr.com/

...

If you notice, I am not alright most of the time so that is why I need my friends around. What a spoiled brat right? Learn to take care of yourself Azham!

Image reblogged from: http://ahmadsyahin.tumblr.com/

E.T

You are extra-terrestrial,

You're love is magical!

Image source: http://yousmileyoulie.tumblr.com/

Desperation

For you I am desperate,

For myself I am lonely okay.

Image source: http://famoose.tumblr.com/

Don't kill each other

Let's just not kill each other okay?

You used to be my pretty babe and now we are not.

Just deal with the situation that 

We don't hug each other like a virgin now. 

Image source: http://dammyumerror.tumblr.com

I am not your punch-bag

.:Disclaimer:.

It's just my expression, not related to the dead or living creatures anymore.

Don't treat me like I am your punch-bag when you don't even value our friendship. Seriously, I tried to be funny with you but all I get in return is mere waste. I don't know how to satisfy you any more because maybe I am too ego for all these. Maybe it's my fault, for trying to make a friend smile again.

The same old place

I hate to see people in a relationship now,

And I am all alone with no one by my side.

Screw love and relationship,

I have never got the best,
Still sitting on this same old place.

Image source: http://famoose.tumblr.com/page/3

FASHIONISTA!

The first photography for sheizonne,my all time favourite fashionista! Well,I am still an amateur model but wait for more pictures to be uploaded here soon. Thanks sheizonne, I really am grateful to be part of the photoshoot last night. It was fun, fantastic and fabulous. I hope you will win the title okay, best of luck sheizonne! 

Photo for Tumblr

This is my first "cool" photo for Tumblr. Why did I say it is cool? Well, Tumblr-ians are the cool people who do not expose their face in the images included in their post. So now I am one of them, envy me Diba?

Too famous you can't stop me!

Can someone please ask the disciplinarian to quit his job? Seriously, he is a big bully when he asked me to change my attire to go to swim because for him this fashion does not fit for a teacher-to-be. So should I be properly attired IN THE COLLEGE and FREELY NAKED after I passed the gate?

There are other female teachers-to-be that have been over-exposing their cleavage and all but no one have ever mentioned about it face-to-face! Some of them even wear tight short pants and jeans but how on earth the authority can enjoy the scenery? This is feminine fashionism; why can the girls wear whatever they like but the guys are restricted with too many ridiculous rules?

Can you at least be fair for all students? I am not the only one wearing a short pant all these while and by the way, I was on my way out of the college. Can you even consider that?

P/S: Sorry for being too emotional, I hate it when I am the only victim of the poor authority.

Famous and Fabulous

I am famous that you can't stop me,

Screw you!!!

Image source: http://famoose.tumblr.com/

Love is Love

I cried when I saw this picture yesterday, 

Thinking about how lonely I am now 

With no one to kiss good night.

I am horny God, I am lonely.

P/S: Call me pervert, at least.

Image source: http://kindofcomplicated.tumblr.com/

The butterfly in my tummy is cancerous

I think that my terrible stomache is cancerous, seriously. Who would have to go to the toilet every hour to excrete just a little amount of waste but bear the pain all night like me? 

To illustrate better on my condition, imagine a fifty years old washing machine spinning inside your tummy ferociously all day long but when you go to the toilet to do your business, nothing comes out but a total exasperation. 

It is painful guys and girls, but I am scared to go and check with the doctor because I know that it will not be the only disease I am having. 

P/S: It felt like I am having a period pain but this is way sicker!

Image source: http://famoose.tumblr.com/

Childhood Dream

If I have a gift like this,

I will fight all crimes of the world.

That has always been my childhood dream

For I am still in love with Power Rangers 

And Sabrina the Teenage Witch.

Image source: http://ahmadsyahin.tumblr.com/

Pathetic Spinster

I am in no position to talk about sex because I am a spinster,

Even I have never been kissed by a guy, pathetically.

Image source: http://ahmadsyahin.tumblr.com/

Back to the beginning

Let's go back, back to the beginning,

Back to the land where the earth the sun the stars all aligned.

(Come Clean, Hilary Duff)

Image reblogged from: distanthearts-.tumblr.com/post/3061741331

Snap my tongue

.:Notice:.

This is just a poem, no offence please.

Hide me in the washing machine and spin me around until the dirt of insincerity fall off my devilish skin. Drown me with a bottle of kerosene and hang me dry along the alley of your uncertainties. Stone me to death and feel free to burn my skin for I have disobeyed the laws of friendship. I have been very hypocrite, a total biatch so I shall stop talking and snap my tongue right away. I am nasty people, I am openly 'talkative'.

Image source: http://justanother-lovesickteenager.tumblr.com/

Stalkers

Internet connection is the slowest when I need it so bad, and all I can do while waiting is to pose for the eyes of paparazzi. Thank God that there are stalkers everywhere nowadays; my life will never be dull again like yesterday.

P/S: This is just me being so "perasan kacak" okay. Deal with it!

Image source: http://famoose.tumblr.com/

Perfect!

I want to touch the universe with someone who can fly me up in the air with no shame of who I am but am I going to find someone like that? I don't think so because most people ask me to be myself and they judge who Azham Vosovic really is, perfect!

Drama Drama Drama

.:Disclaimer:.

This is just an expression, no heart feelings.

I am trapped in between the drama again,

So I guess I should not take any side.

I should stop letting out those words of pain 

Because sadly true they are provoking fights.

P/S: I am a bad boy friend, I am sorry.

Image source: http://my-sweet-love.tumblr.com/post/3428130453

No heart feelings, just friendship

I thought we have agreed not to fall in love with each other?

P/S: Oh please don't get me wrong because I am not in love with this guy okay.

Image source: http://thefranciscolachowski.tumblr.com

Bad Dream

I had a dream last night that I am not going to be an adult one day. Yes, my friends and family will never get the chance to see me graduating for my life is going to end in no time. I have so many things to achieve but I know that I will never have the chance to pursue them. There is no point of being the best student now, get my degree done and even dream of being a teacher later because somehow, God has planned for me to leave this world so early. 

Image source: http://30.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lgogtl7JMJ1qasfhmo1_500.jpg

Models make mess

This is definitely not the image of my room and I am glad that it is not. So far, my room mate and I cooperated very well to ensure the cleanliness of our 'little house'. I have got a personal toilet in my room so people don't be jealous okay?(minus the fact that my room is totally warm without the fan!).

 Well, I am planning to have a simple clean-up activity this Friday with my house mates so that we can all work to manage the house. The kitchen is messy with the dishes and used clothes are everywhere on the tables. Please do not imagine how I have to bear with the situation even though I am not really a 'clean and organized' person but that is the fact. 

Yeah, the youth is starting to change for the betterment; they have started to be concerned about the house's cleanliness and I hope that it will last forever. Well, we have to remember one thing that Tyra Banks do not let us live in the house for free, models!

Image source: http://alexandfuckoff.tumblr.com/post/2558603836

To be famous

I have a mission now, to be a famous celebrity blogger like Hanis Zalikha and other senior bloggers. Though I do not follow her blog (for certain reasons), I think that she has something special to be proud with. Well, I don't want to be ordinary in everything I do; I want to be super cool and famous for everything I do in life. Now someone please click the camera and flash my life before me.

Image source: http://26.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lgwnldmS6a1qenbeio1_500.jpg

Speechless

Speechless, I have no idea to utter my words or even write a poem now. I need to hide behind this mask from now on. Seriously, I am just sick of too much drama in the house. Tyra Banks really have to expel one of us from this competition because that dude sucks. Someone please tell him that I am not here to make friends, so back off man. I am here to win the tittle, and be the first Male Top Model!

Image source: http://www.gustavovara.com/blog/?p=2037

Super Teachers

.:Disclaimer:.

The lyrics is adapted from Alicia Key's song, Superwomen. I am sorry for changing the lyrics but I am planning to sing this song in May for IPG KBA Teacher Day's celebration. Will I have the courage to perform the song on stage? That has got to wait until the day comes, May 16 2011.

-Super Teachers-

(Dedicated to all lecturers and teachers-to-be 

in Institut Pendidikan Guru Malaysia, Kampus Bahasa Antarabangsa)

Everywhere I'm turning
Nothing seems complete
I stand up and I'm searching
For the better part of me.

I hang my head from sorrow
State of humanity
I wear it on my shoulders
Gotta find the strength in me

Cause I am a Super Teacher
Yes I am, yes she is
Even when I'm a mess
I still put on a vest
With an 'S' on my chest
Oh yes I'm a Super Teacher

For all the mothers fighting
For better days to come
And all the men here,

All the men here sitting there trying
To come home before the sun.
And all my sisters
Coming together
Say yes I will
Yes I can

Cause I am a Super Teacher
Yes I am, yes he is
Even when I'm a mess
I still put on a vest
With an 'S' on my chest
Oh yes I'm a Super Teacher

When I'm breaking down
And I can't be found
And I start to get weak
Cause no one knows
Me underneath these clothes
But I can fly, we can fly, Oh

Cause I am a Super Teacher
Yes I am yes she is
Even when I'm a mess
I still put on a vest
With an 'S' on my chest
Oh yes I'm a Super Teachers

Oh let me take you out, out Super Teachers

Yes I am, oh yeah!

Even when we're in mess we still put on a vest with an 'S' on our chest oh yes we're Super Teachers.

And all the Super Teachers, oh yeah, oh yeah,

Oh Super, so super, yes I am.

Yes we are, yes I am, yes you are.

 

For original lyrics log on to this website:

http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/aliciakeys/superwoman.html

To blog back in time

I want to blog back in time, back to the period when HIV is still something that I read in the magazines;not yet a disease that makes people freak out in the streets. I want to go back in time when people have sex when they are ready, have kids when they want them and love a family with their big hearts. I miss the people who knows how to party late at night but still managed to wake up early for classes the day after. I miss everything, everything that happened in the past.

Image source: http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lgtff1MGeY1qbddyzo1_500.jpg

God's Punishment

I guess that God is punishing me for being proud about my winning early in February. See it now that my Android baby is not yet in my hands and people are forever asking about it. Good for you Azham, a lesson to be learnt finally. Next time, just keep your mouth shut and never show off about your winning.

Random Pictures: Hartz Chicken Buffet @ Sunway Pyramid

Hi, today I have a special post to be shared to all of you here. Last Monday, Azam, Diba, Nateesha, Izati, Hakimah and I went to eat at Hartz Chicken Buffet at Sunway Piramid right after the college assembly ended at 4.00 PM. We went there with our class attire and we looked like we were already working as teachers. Seriously, the girls were in their "baju kurung" and the boys with our class attire and stayed there until 9 PM looking like a teacher-after-work. 

With only RM 20.40 per pax, we can eat the varieties of fried and roasted chicken, chicken fillet, salad, mashed & sweet potatoes, pastas, soups and dessert in two hours time. Yeah, we got a lot of time to stuff up our stomach like a pregnant ladies. We enjoyed our time there even though we have not completed our assignments, thanks to Miss Nateesha for driving us wherever we want to go.

Miss Zati, Miss Hakimah and Mr. Azham, the teachers-to-be.

Miss Diba the Dibot.

Miss Nateesha (the driver) and Miss Diba.

The cute Mr Azam a.k.a Alexs Nuk. 

Mr Azham with his "controlled" appetite. Trust me that I had three pieces of fried chicken, a plate of pasta and another plate of mashed potatoes.

Oh I love this restaurant and the food. Chicken-lovers, please make your way to this place now hehehe. 

We ate and laughed like a bunch of crazy kids that we forgot to take a lot of pictures. I did not capture the moments because my phone battery was dead. There are still some pictures taken by Diba's phone so I will upload them later okay?

Chasing Cars

"If I lay here, if I just lay here,

Would you lie with me and just forget the world?".

Snow Patrol: Chasing Cars lyrics
Songwriters: Quinn, Jonathan; Lightbody, Gary; Connolly, Nathan; Wilson, Paul; Simpson, Tom;

We'll do it all
Everything
On our own

We don't need
Anything
Or anyone

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me
And just forget the world?

I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel

Those three words
Are said too much
They're not enough

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me
And just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden
That's bursting into life

Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads

I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me
And just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden
That's bursting into life

All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes
They're all I can see

I don't know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things
Will never change for us at all

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me
And just forget the world?

Image reblogged from: br0gart-.tumblr.com/post/1599649977/uglydolls-askbbsa

Lyric source: http://www.elyrics.net/read/s/snow-patrol-lyrics/chasing-cars-lyrics.html

S&M

My perfect lullaby to accompany me at night.

Rihanna: S&M

Na na na na come on 
Na na na na come on 
Na na na na na come on 
Na na na na come on, come on, come on 
Na na na na come on 
Na na na na come on 
Na na na na na come on 
Na na na na come on, come on, come on 
Na na na na 

Feels so good being bad (Oh oh oh oh oh) 
There's no way I'm turning back (Oh oh oh oh oh) 
Now the pain is my pleasure cause nothing could measure (Oh oh oh oh oh) 

Love is great, love is fine (Oh oh oh oh oh) 
Out the box, outta line (Oh oh oh oh oh) 
The affliction of the feeling leaves me wanting more (Oh oh oh oh oh) 

Cause I may be bad, but I'm perfectly good at it 
Sex in the air, I don't care, I love the smell of it 
Sticks and stones may break my bones 
But chains and whips excite me 

Cause I may be bad, but I'm perfectly good at it 
Sex in the air, I don't care, I love the smell of it 
Sticks and stones may break my bones 
But chains and whips excite me 

Na na na na come on, come on, come on 
I like it-like it 
Come on, come on, come on 
I like it-like it 
Come on, come on, come on 
I like it-like it (Na na na) 
Come on, come on, come on 
I like it-like it 

Love is great, love is fine (Oh oh oh oh oh) 
Out the box, outta line (Oh oh oh oh oh) 
The affliction of the feeling leaves me wanting more (Oh oh oh oh oh) 

Cause I may be bad, but I'm perfectly good at it 
Sex in the air, I don't care, I love the smell of it 
Sticks and stones may break my bones 
But chains and whips excite me 

Na na na na 
Come on, come on, come on 
I like it-like it 
Come on, come on, come on 
I like it-like it (Na na na) 
Come on, come on, come on 
I like it-like it 
Come on, come on, come on 
I like it-like it 

S-S-S & M-M-M 
S-S-S & M-M-M 

Oh, I love the feeling you bring to me, oh, you turn me on 
It's exactly what I've been yearning for, give it to me strong 
And meet me in my boudoir, make my body say ah ah ah 
I like it-like it 

Cause I may be bad, but I'm perfectly good at it 
Sex in the air, I don't care, I love the smell of it 
Sticks and stones may break my bones 
But chains and whips excite me 

Cause I may be bad, but I'm perfectly good at it 
Sex in the air, I don't care, I love the smell of it 
Sticks and stones may break my bones 
But chains and whips excite me 

Na na na na 
Come on, come on, come on 
I like it-like it 
Come on, come on, come on 
I like it-like it (Na na na) 
Come on, come on, come on 
I like it-like it 
Come on, come on, come on 
I like it-like it 

S-S-S & M-M-M 
S-S-S & M-M-M 
S-S-S & M-M-M 
S-S-S & M-M-M

Source: http://www.metrolyrics.com/sm-lyrics-rihanna.html