Friday, August 17, 2012

Really Bad, Bad Man

-This is super-personal-
    Hell is a teenage boy years; I wasn't always this cracked but I guess I'm not exactly intelligent myself. I used to be normal as any other male student is under the hormonal influences of the society but after the examination result happened I started to feel different. Who knows that a 'B-' for Linguistics and Second Language Teaching course can drop down my pointer and CGPA to the lowest point of my self-esteem that made me believe that I am the stupidest student of them all. 

    Maybe this is karma but sometimes a classy downfall can be good because you might get lucky for once in your miserable life. This bad news has made me a different person now; a person who would kickback and smash the sluggish me to study. This change has made me a very bad, very damaged person in a totally brighter side that I actually accept my defeat and swear to God to do better next time. I do not want to be sad again because my target is to hold a first-class B. Ed TESL degree since it is relevant to the society and me. Yes, no more playing games these four coming semesters because like a really bad Bad Man; I am whatever my studies need me to be.

P/S: An over-exaggeration of a boy's guilt for not studying very hard, padan muka! Actually, if I don't get a CGPA of 3.75 and more for my degree then I would have to pay for my PTPTN loan (*joking!). 


- zuriey - said...

selamat hari raya..hehe..lari topik takpekan

amir aizat said...

believe yourself azham, i know u can do it !

Aziela said...

It's bad... Yes!
It's good...Yes!
You choose.

Akue Achik said...

i myself is not that good in English...i wasn`t even applying for this course. but my fate is decided..

and here i am.. an English teacher to be..insyaAllah..

may Allah bless us.. :)

Azham Vsvc said...

zuriey: hehe...Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri dan disebabkan lari topik sila kasi duet raya! hahaha

amir aizat: haha...tu la lepas ni kena push betul2 huhuhu

Aziela: hehe thanks akak! I chose to be great in whatever stuff I do hehe!

Achik: haha itu lagi parah, sbb x apply for TESL course kan? I yg mmg apply TESL course ni pon tersemput-semput...huhuhuhu

NIZAM said...

Saya rasa paper yang dapat B- tu mesti favourite paper kan? tu yang sedih tu. ke tak?

Azham Vsvc said...

NIZAM: kah kah kah...no way...paling tak suka hahah....tp kalau boleh still nak dptkan A hehehe


hehe.. mungkin paper terakhir mmg selalunya spoil. huhuhu.

Azham Vsvc said...

Izat: a'ah la betul...paper last memang bahaya kan? sbb kita da start bermalas-malasan huhuhu....geram betul!

Nick Nashram said...

my CGPA 3.72..u should get CGPA higer than mine..heheh..actually it doesnt bother me either i am a first class degree holder or not..well, different people have different perception.what's the most important thing for me is that im no longer hold the title of a student. no more oppression of pak guard and no more assignments..mesti tak sabar tunggu final sem kan :)