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Saturday, February 25, 2012

Safe and Sound

:Background Music:
Safe & Sound by Taylor Swift


Life is like a wheel of fortune; one day you own the throne and the next day you have to step down the hierarchy. This is what I am feeling right now on top of this building and I believe that most of my friends are in my worn out shoes too. We were the Year 2 seniors in our previous college, respected but right now we are back to being the freshmen. It is so scary especially to a student like me who has never been to a real hostel setting at all. 

So here am I, dragging this record book around with hopes to collecting merits in order to stay in next semester. I don't know whether I should stay in or not because it is too early to judge; I will wait for the sign from Allah The Almighty. To be positive, I will always keep an open heart to joining the activities my college mates have planned and will give the best of my contribution. 

This is the only chance to experience university lifestyles and I will lose part of it if I rent a room outside. I am so sad, most of my IPG friends are planning to rent a house nearby already and I have not given a deep thought about it yet. Insyaallah...this is my decision so far that I will stay in this college and endure whatever challenges God is giving me. Hopefully, Allah will bless me with a stronger mind and heart to face this stage of my studying life. 

Ya Allah...this is my humble request for you; please keep me safe and sound here away from any distraction and harmful threats. I want this so bad, I want to study here so well and I want to get my degree done. Bless two years of my journey abroad Ya Allah, I beseech for a better mental health and safety from you. I know that I demand for so many things yet I have not proven anything to you right? You are The Most Merciful and I take advantage of that...I am truly sorry Ya Allah.

P/S: This is me consoling myself in this room alone when most of my male friends have left to other place so that they can get away with an activity tomorrow. And I am super mad at them; probably because they have fled or just because they did not include me in their plan? I don't know, I am just so angry!

:Glossary:

Wheel of fortune: roda-roda kehidupan
Throne: takhta
Step down: turun
Hierarchy: tangga/kedudukan
Worn out: haus
Previous college: kolej terdahulu
Respected: dihormati
Freshmen: mahasiswa tahun pertama
Hostel setting: keadaan asrama
Allah the Almighty: Allah yang Maha Kuasa
To joining: untuk mengikuti
Endure: melalui
Distraction: ganguan
Harmful threats: ancaman berbahaya
Bless: rahmatilah
Beseech: memohon
Demand: meminta
Have not proven: masih tidak membuktikan
The Most Merciful: yang Maha Mengasihi
Consoling: menteteramkan
Have fled: telah melarikan diri

26 comments:

eddy syrol said...

(~_~)

semutsengal said...

kau berpraktikal ?


Waaaaa.!1

ZWAN SABRI said...

Amin! Semoga Allag makbulkan semua doa2 tuu... :)

Azham Vosovic said...

eddy: hehe, thanks!

semutsengal: hehe, belum lg la..baru tahun 2 heheh

zwan: thanks okay... Aku sgt perlukan doa2 dr sahabat semua huhuhu ;)

Muhammad Saiazuan Norhalik said...

haha crita pasal kena tgl tu, slalu je aku kena

Azham Vosovic said...

Zuan: kau dulu pon slalu kena tnggal ker? sedih kan???

Orked Cleopatra said...

stay cool, n INSYAALLAH, HE will help those who ask...btw bab kena tinggal tuh sedih kan...kite nk bersama2x kwn kite, tp certain extend when they left us..rase sgt urghh..SENTAp..sbr je laa...dats life...:)

CekbOlat-bOlat said...

sdihnye doa tu.. aamiin ;'(

be strong keyhh.. dugaan mase belajar..so boat yg terbaik agr dgaan yg kita alami tu 'berbayar'

syafiqakarim said...

haa.berdoa sebaik nya.
insyaAllah di permudah kan tu.
rindu zaman study!mcm ni juga laa -.-

Aween Md Zahir said...

umah sewa aku ada ag bilik kosong ;p
bilik ayaq okay ? hehe..
relakss bro !

Azham Vosovic said...

Orked: huhu...insyaallah Allah akan tolong umatnya yang meminta pertolongan kan? Korang kt IPG KBA pun tolong la doakan kesejahteraan kami di sini...

Bolat: huhu...sedih kan? I mmg suka buat org sedih hehe... Insyallah...satu hari nanti segala penat lelah akan terbayar....

Azham Vosovic said...

syafiqa: wah...kau da abes study ker? best giloz!

Aween: haha...gurau plak dia eyh! hahahaha....

ABU said...

wah siap ada glossary lagi.. bagus bagus.. blh gua blajar ^^

Azham Vosovic said...

ABU: wah...baru perasan ker?

.:rizaL:. said...

:( so sad reading this.
i've wrote one too

http://r250891.blogspot.com/2012/02/housemates.html

blog-tips-kurus said...

wheel of fortune=fave game show!!
(>.<)

dah beli buku French tu ke?

Suhami Ahmad said...

Allah always be ur side =)

Ezad Skytech said...

rindu zaman2 study dulu...

> macam rasa tersisih je bila kena tinggal mcm tu kan..? pernah rasa dulu..huhu~

Teenager Housemaid said...

amin..:)

moga Allah memakbulkan doa awak, and moga sentiasa berjaya..:)

Azham Vosovic said...

BTK: dah beli...tp x reti nk guna mcm na...akak ajarlah sy Bahasa Perancis? hehehe

Atok: hehe...insyaallah Atok...

Ezad: kan kan kan? Sedihnya jadi macamni....

T. Hmaid: Amin...insyaallah...doakan keselamatan saya kt sini okay?

Jue said...

baca punya baca hupenye ko tgh mad depa tinggal ko
hahaha aku phm pe ko rs weh
sbb dulu2 penah gak trs tp besanya aku bukak geng baru hahahaha

Azham Vosovic said...

Jue: haruslah marah...tp sekarang I da jumpa jalan penyelesaian...semoga urusan dipermudahkan huhuhu

rozeeta rashid said...

just sing i will survive everytime you think that you won't survive. haha.

kena pergi jugak ke that activity? duduk dalam bilik je tak boleh eh? dulu selalu buat macam tu. hehe.

Hasyash said...

bgus nyer.. 1st time jumpa blog yg siap ada glossary..

NiGhTiNaNgLe_FARA said...

jangan la mara...nanti jadi macam angry bird..haha

Azham Vosovic said...

rozeeta: hehe, I will survive! Alright, sekarang I mula memencilkan diri dalam bilik sbb malas nak join aktiviti hahaha

Hasyash: hehe, thanks sbb sudi singgah dan komen!

Fara: hehe, sekarang I da x marah lagi hehehe

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