I like to take a long shower after class; I will sit on the floor and enjoy the drips of water on my face every evening especially when classes end at 5 PM. Then an hour later, my housemates will knock the door because they know that I have fallen asleep in the shower room, the result of the tight schedule this semester.
Sometimes I cry in that safe place too, because I am not a robot who does not need to sleep, eat and play like a normal human being. Lecturers and friends will never know that I am restless this semester, not even a fine time to catch up with my family members until my mother had to call to ensure her son is still alive last week.
And everyday in class, I wear a smile that hides my pain and the thickest wear to cover up my wrinkle. Concerning on the amount of stress that we are going through now, I am not surprised that one day one of the forty classmates will end up having a heart complication, all the best seriously. God knows when, so I will try to manage my stress my level best and channel it to do the right activity. I need to start working out like I used to, jogging in the University of Malaya in the evening and measure my diet cautiously. I know that wealth is wealth, and nothing can ever replace a good and functioning heart ;)