Not To Judge!

From Gossip Girl,
From Dan Humprey actually,
I learned not to judge people.
I will try, to accept the flaws of others.
I will never judge people again, hopefully.

My name is pronounced A-Z-H-A-M

Hi!

I really hate to write this

But I have to clear up some misunderstandings.

My name is Mohd Azham Bin Amran,

People around me call me Azham.

And you know what?

"Azham", my name,

Is written and spelled with a letter 'H' in the middle.

And the people who called me Azam, with a silent 'H',

Is going to get "D" for pronunciation.

I am not Azam okay?

I am A-Z-H-A-M!

Please don't pronounce my name wrongly.

I'm sure you would never want me to call your name

With a different pronunciation right?

If you find it hard to pronounce my name,

Just call me Am or Mr. Vosovic, simple right?

I think that marks the temper I'm feeling all these while.

So, I am A-Z-H-A-M, signing off!

The truth is...

Hi Guys and Girls!
Let me get this to you all straight.
Did you know the reason why I am so addicted with Gossip Girl?
Okay, the truth is,
I am having post-break up conflict,
Which means that I cannot deal with myself.
I cannot be left alone.
Being alone makes me think of my ex,
I don't know if I should call that person my ex.
That person keeps on avoiding me,
Rejecting my calls and ignoring my text messages.
What should I do?
I hate this feeling.
I need that person back in my life.
Full stop.

Okay, back to Gossip Girl.
I don't know from which angle that I should start?
I was not a die-hard fan of GG before this.
I watched the series when I have some time.
After I broke up with my ex,
I seems to have a boring life.
And that dull life introduced me to Gossip Girl.
And not only girls who watch GG anyway!
Gossip Girl is a series about friendship and family ties.
Allow me to elaborate more on this.

From the perspective of friendship,
I learned a lot, honestly.
Now only I knew why I don't have many close friends.
It's just that I'm afraid they are going to outshine me,
The same thing like what Blair thought Serena was doing in Season 1.
I want to be the King, the leader.
Like Blair, she wants to be a Queen,
And she can't help it when Serena dethroned her,
For two episodes I think?
I knew, I can't never be a true friend, like Serena.
Because in real life, I am Blair.

From the perspective of family,
It think the series was based on my own experience.
Honesty!
I am not close to my dad,
The same like Chuck!
But Chuck did something, literally.
I need to do something.
I want my dad back.
I used to be his golden son,
But now I'm not his favorite anymore,
I want to be his good son.

Now I think you know why I'm  always sad!
I have sad backgrounds!
You can hate me for sharing them here.
But this is my Love Hate Vosovic!
He's a diary of mine!
You can judge me,
Through my writing.
But I will always love myself.
And now you know who am I.
And how I've been before.
But still you can love me.
X.O.X.O
Gossipers!