The Worst of My Self-esteem

Look at that ugly skin!!!

My face is the worst of my self-esteem,

It is full of scars, oily and rough like a frog.

Those people really don’t understand me,

They keep on complaining but did nothing to help.

I hate it when they ask me to stop squeezing my swollen acne.

It hurts when the photographer said that he can’t even Photoshop it.

They seriously don’t know how to deal with people like me...

After all, their face is smooth and clean with no blemish to hide.

*D*A*M*N

People like me have a very low self-esteem,

So please appreciate my effort for still going out and socialize.
They should've understood that I spent thousands for skincare products,

Why can't they just stop talking? They should know my feelings!

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*This is an act of violence towards people with skin problem. I experienced this incident last November when a friend of mine, commented about my skin. To be honest, it really hurts my feeling to the bottommost! Well, I will prove to him that I can have a flawless skin too, I just need more time. 

You'll see dude... you'll see... 

Happy Birthday Mr. Azham Vosovic!

Mr. Azham Vosovic had a blissful birthday celebration this year as he received lots of wishes, gifts and love from everyone who cares. Thank you folks for your concern, he truly appreciates your efforts!

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December 15 1991 was the date I was born, nineteen years before today. I am thankful to Allah for still giving me the chance to live in the world he made for us. I hope that I can change to be a better person soon, so that I can devote myself more to him and never ever neglect my duties as His servant.

I am glad that I have my friends around because they are always available when I need them. I don’t have to face my problems all by myself because they will knock the door and offer their hand to help all the time. I hope that I have been their good friend; I will try to improve myself for all my friends. Dear all my friends, I hope that you guys and girls are happy spending time with me, but sorry that sometimes I prefer to be alone, it is the time of the month people, PMS!

I am delighted that my family members are always there for me, especially my mum and dad who would forever help me financially. I cannot survive in Kuala Lumpur with just RM 430 monthly without your financial aid so once again thank you Mr. Amran and Mrs Rosnah. I want to work part-time and be independent starting from January, hopefully. I hope that my class schedule and college activities next year will allow me to work outside and earn some money. I need to buy lots of stuffs for myself, and one of it is a set of braces for my teeth. It will cost me a lot of expenditure so positively I believe that I can start by saving up first.

I guess that is all my ramblings for today. Thank you to all friends, love-hate followers and everybody who reads this blog for your wishes and thoughts.

Love and Hate,

Azham Vosovic.

Happy!

Guys and girls, 

check this out. 

My poem, 

"No Longer VIP" 

is published in today's The Star, 

just realized it anyway. 

 

This poem is taken from my blog, 

LoveHateVosovic

so I would like to thank 

my love-hate followers, 

friends and supporters

because they are the reason

I have the guts

to e-mail the poem to the editor. 

Lots of hugs and kisses people!

http://rage.com.my/writeups/story.asp?file=/2010/12/1/read/20101130160407&sec=read