The first day of Ramadhan

It is official now that tomorrow is the first day of Ramadhan. I am so nervous thinking about what is going to happen to me tomorrow (if only Allah let me to live for another day). Insyaallah, everything is going to be fine. I have to drink a lot of water because the weather is so hot nowadays. It feels like summer in Malaysia, trust me. 

So I am wishing all of you a happy Ramadhan Al-Mubarak; may this year's Ramadhan be so much better than the previous. Do not forget to have your "sahur" early in the morning tomorrow, drink a lot of water, be extra careful with your mouth, ears, eyes and heart; please avoid from doing negative things with them *note to self. Be modest with your choice of food to break-fasting, do not overspend at the Ramadhan Bazaar. Last but not least, collect as much pahala as you can by performing "solat terawih".

P/S: To all my friends in the "oversea", see me in IPG KBA during winter, sometimes in September okay?

Yours truly, 

Azham Vosovic.

Do Not Open It

When everybody is busy dancing for it is the first day of Ramadhan tomorrow, I am preparing my own will after I watched my favorite TV series The Big C yesterday. I never thought that I could cry like a kid when Adam found all her mother's gifts to be given to him for every special day in his life. His mother did that just in case she died because of the skin cancer, so sad. 

*****

Why are most American TV series have brilliant messages in it huh? Most of the sad movies or series I watched manage to make me cry and change for the betterment, seriously. Okay that's it, enough rambling! I am going to be busy writing, and I have appointed my own attorney and he/she will be getting the copy of the will in no time but please do not open it until I die. Promise me please?

P/S: Don't think that you are still young and not going to die anytime soon, trust me that death lingers around us everyday. 


Image source:
http://d-a-r-r-e-n.tumblr.com/post/8264000118

Love-Hate Life

Felt like lighting up the cigarette and start smoking because I am so sick and tired to be treated like a child by the adults. I am almost through two decades of my love-hate life so please don't make it be more miserable. So sorry that I post it right here in my blog but I don't have a care in the world anymore. Besides, I am still a "kid" right?

P/S: "Adults" here is referring to every older men and women in my neighborhood.

Image source:

lovehatevosovic.tumblr.com

Ramadhan: Month of Temptation

 "Selamat menyambut kedatangan bulan Ramadhan Al-Mubarak yang mulia ini. Semoga ibadah kita dapat digandakan lagi, dan mengecapi nikmat berpuasa bersama-sama".

Well, we are going to start fasting next week and I really can't wait as I have been putting on a lot of weight lately. Blame the medicine! Blame the medicine! It makes me feel hungry every other day.

Alhamdulillah, I will be able to fast with my family in Kepala Batas Pulau Pinang this year since I am having my semester break. It has been two years that I was away in KL and break-fast with foods that I bought at Bazaar Ramadhan Kerinchi. Awww, I really miss that moment spent with my friends but we will have another year insyaallah.

I hope that this year I will sleep less like what I did last year. Seriously, my friends and I had to cook for "sahur" and then woke up at 7 AM and go to class. It was tiring but a really great experience had because we knew what our mothers went through already. I want to do good things only, solat terawih, do more ibadah for you Ya Allah and collect as much pahala as I could. 

And then I hope I will be fasting for the whole month; please Allah let me have that privilege. Let myself, my family, friends, lecturers and fellow bloggers our best of health to endure this month of temptation. 

Happy Fasting people!

The good in bad people

I want to see the world in new perspectives,

The good in bad people

With this sunglasses.

GIF source:

http://bombbass.tumblr.com/post/8237880220

Live your life

Don't be so preoccupied with making a living that you forget to live.

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Booty Call

I am not your late-night booty call so don't call me past 11 PM; promise me that it won't happen again. You can call me before 11 but don't call me after because that is my rule now.

Adapted from:

http://blackiesdead.tumblr.com/

Society

Bulimia is a disease that I have always wanted to have until I tried to puke one day and it hurts so bad. I never knew that our gastric juice is so damn bitter and it can corrode our throat. So I stopped throwing out to look and feel good; I go to gym to have all that. Besides, it makes me feel so rich and popular for doing so; a real peer pressure from the society itself. Seriously society, what have you done?

GIF source:

http://droptopping.tumblr.com/post/6121459969/reblog-if-you-truly-think-everyone-is-beautiful

The 22nd Grandchild

Thank you to my official Atok Suhami Ahmad for choosing me as your 22nd grandchildren. You are so fertile right, so many grandchildren in your collection hehehe.

First of all, it is an honor for me to be selected as one of your grandchildren; I don't mind waiting actually because I know one day I will get it but it was a bit surprising when I log on to your blog today because I saw my blog header there. Seriously, I felt like crying when I read your description about my blog; I know that it is sincerely made by you.

Well, I am glad that my Atok actually comes to my blog again and again because not many people like this site as it is in English. That is the reason why I use simple English only to deepen our understanding and maybe one day you will be interested to write in English as well right? As a teacher to-be, this is the method used to gain interest among my readers to learn English language.

Yeah, I write mostly about my daily life. This blog has been an open-online diary for me and I have my own jurisdiction for doing so. I write about my life because it is truly easy to talk about things we know. Since I have a lot to talk about my life, I am sure that this blog will never be left outdated. Nevertheless, I am a bit selective about the types of stories to be written because we should never disclose too much about ourselves right?

I also write poems (which people rarely leave their comment), health tips (sometimes) and curses (most of the time) and that is why this blog is called Love Hate by Azham Vosovic. 





Atok also mentioned about "gambar gerak-gerak" that I use in this site. Well, those pictures are called GIFs if I am not mistaken and I copied them from tumblr. All you need is to sign up for an account and follow fellow tumblrians with unique GIFs and reblog them to your own account. Tumblr is a simpler version of a blog whereby we can reblog people's post without their permission hehehe.





Forever a reblogger at tumblr.


Last but not least, I hope you guys and girls will enjoy reading this blog as much as I enjoy updating all of you with the latest news and gossips about me.


 Find out more on http://azhamvosovic.blogspot.com.I'm Azham Vosovic, signing off. 

P/S: Dear Atok, please search the meaning of the word "fertile".

Here for the food

There will a feast to welcome Ramadhan in my housing area tonight at 8PM and everyone of us are supposed to be helping out for the "gotong-royong" at 3 PM today (now is 3.23 PM and I am still in my room). Great, and my parents left without telling me and I have nobody to go there with. So I am just going to stay quietly inside this house and I will never go to the function tonight. It is not fair for me to go because I will be there only just for the food right?

Image source:

http://living-withthe-night.tumblr.com/

If I Die Young

If I die young, bury me in satin
Lay me down on a, bed of roses
Sink me in the river, at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song

Uh oh, uh oh

Lord make me a rainbow, I'll shine down on my mother
She'll know I'm safe with you when she stands under my colors, oh and
Life ain't always what you think it ought to be, no
Ain't even grey, but she buries her baby

The sharp knife of a short life, well
I've had, just enough time

If I die young, bury me in satin
Lay me down on a, bed of roses
Sink me in the river, at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song

The sharp knife of a short life, well
I've had, just enough time

And I'll be wearing white, when I come into your kingdom
I'm as green as the ring on my little, cold finger, I've
Never known the lovin' of a man
But it sure felt nice when he was holding my hand, there's a
Boy here in town who says he'll love me forever,
Who would have thought forever could be severed by
The sharp knife of a short life, well,
I've had, just enough time

So put on your best boys and I'll wear my pearls
What I never did is done

A penny for my thoughts, oh no, I'll sell them for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I'm a goner
And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singin'
Funny when you're dead how people start listenin'

If I die young, bury me in satin
Lay me down on a, bed of roses
Sink me in the river, at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song

Uh oh (uh, oh)
The ballad of a dove (uh, oh)
Go with peace and love
Gather up your tears, keep 'em in your pocket
Save them for a time when you're really gonna need them, oh

The sharp knife of a short life, well
I've had, just enough time

So put on your best boys and I'll wear my pearls 

P/S: You guys and girls will know why I love this song so much, one day.

Lyrics taken from:

http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/bandperry/ifidieyoung.html

Still-a-baby

The still-a-baby Malaysian version of "Hantu Mak Cik Karipap".

GIF source:

lovehatevosovic.tumblr.com

Name-calling

Thanks to Madam Ann and her famous Social Studies class for teaching me about the types of propaganda involved in communication. Name-calling is one of those, so be smart people.

GIF image source:

http://leilockheart.me

Doubt Me?

Wordless EveryDay

Image source:

thedibalicious.tumblr.com

Wordless Wednesday

Big city, bright lights and money money money.

LUNCH & DINNER

Currently in my grandparents' house in Kelantan spending my holidays with my mum; my father has to work, my brother needs to go to school, my sister is in Uitm Arau so it is just the two of us. I didn't really like my lunch and dinner in Kelantan, sorry guys and girls but I want curry and spicy food and seriously I am in the wrong place. My uncle cooked us chicken soup today and it is not spicy enough for a Northern boy like me. Tomorrow we are heading back to Penang but I am still not quite satisfied with my trip this time.


Okay, I am going to head down to town to buy some burgers from McDonald's. I am so bad right? I come to people's place and complaint about so many things like I am the only one with a blog, LIKE A BOSS!

Image source:

http://www.flickr.com/photos/maxstravinsky/5375793974/in/pool-25887469@N00/

Fly to Heaven

And I fly to heaven,
Naively asked for a day,
"God please let me stay"
But failed to convince Him,
Little sins I did I can't clean.

Male and dirty I used to be,
Never suit for His sympathy.
Naively I asked for a deal.
Exasperate in hell I don't want to be,
Drown in heaven, these are for me to see.

Image source:

http://fuckyeahgleelove.tumblr.com/post/8040070517

Offended

*The music starts playing like the end of a sad movie.

Tomorrow is the day for my so-called minor operation at Hospital Seberang Jaya and I am still feeling a bit offended with some people from the new media. I wish I could forgive them but it is just not fair, seriously unfair. I need to get away to a secret place first them come back with a press release, thank you.


GIF source:
http://viridiannightmares.tumblr.com/post/7882197039?scmmusicplayer=adrianshum

The Winehouse Effect

"Bakat orang barat umpama bakat yang selalu dibazirkan. Mati usia muda tu dikatakan menjadikan mereka sebagai lagenda; biasa buat mereka. Sebaliknya orang Malaysia yang berbakat hampir kesemuanya meninggal pada usia tua namun tak semua kecapi peluang menonjolkan bakat mereka, maka pembaziran dapat dielakkan." 

(Aziz Hazmi,2011).

*****

Amy Winehouse, did not really get my attention when her single, 'Rehab' was aired in Malaysia back in 2007. I thought that the song was old, the singer was old and the music was boring but when I heard the song "You Know I'm No Good" being aired in the radio months after that, I was caught in a serious addiction. I love the lyrics of the song because it is so simple yet meaningful; and the music she portrayed was really extraordinary. 

Then I downloaded the whole album, "Back to Black" and was hooked to songs like "Love Is A Losing Game", and "Tears Dry on Their Own". Then I tried listening to "Rehab" one more time and cannot stop playing it on my stereo; that was "The Winehouse Effect I got in 2007. A year after if I am not mistaken, she won Grammy awards and performed live from London for the award show, and somehow her husband divorced her few months later I am not too sure.

That was the peak of all of her back to black days. She went to the rehabilitation center, her health became worst, got addicted to drugs and alcohol and I did not hear from her for quite a long time. Then only this morning I woke up with the news that she was found dead in her apartment in London at the age of 27 years old; it was a serious shock for me and most of my friends on Facebook. I know most people hated her bird nest-kind-of-hair, the thick eye-liner and stuffs but there are more people feeling the loss, I am sure. 

I totally agree with the quote inserted in this blog post because most Western artists died at a very young age. They died because of mistakes like suicide, overdose of sleeping pills and drugs while they can be making huge success with their talents. I hope that Malaysian artists and citizens will never follow this trend because it is ridiculously stupid; God has given you guys and girls such talents so please make full use of it. 

Well, I should not be making such a strong sweeping statement by using the word "stupid" but I really have to remind all of us because that is the fact. Now, we should never blame the late Amy Winehouse or anybody else because we never really know the truth about her death. Dear Ms. Winehouse, you have been such a great influence in my choice of music and you will be forever missed. Rest-in-peace. 

For more information please click the link attached:

http://www.nytimes.com/2011/07/24/world/europe/24amy.html?_r=2&smid=tw-nytimes&seid=auto

Beautiful Moments

I just want to hang around with her, all the beautiful moments spent together.

Wordless Sunday

Hahaha, I have sabotaged the famous "Wordless Wednesday" just because I don't know what to ramble about the picture above. Well, I am so clueless right now.

P/S: Sorry people, I am really wordless right now.

GIF source:

thedibalicious.tumblr.com

Siblings

Demi and Maddie

Jonas Brothers

My siblings and I

Hahaha I am their bad brother, but I am not this cruel. I love them but in my weird discrete way, they will never know...


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TV Presenter, Newsreader, Radio Announcer

Don't get me wrong, I don't hate anyone at the moment, just need a perfect picture to resemble the blog entry I am about to tell you guys and girls.

Well lately, I have been connecting a lot with Mass Comm students from various universities or even those who have started working. I added them in Facebook and personally messaged them about my interest in taking up Mass Communication course one day, preferably for my Masters. And the funny thing is I don't even have my degree yet, see how greedy I am? 

The question is, will I be able to achieve that dream? I will have to serve as a teacher for 5 years first, according to the contract and then only I can start to think about furthering my studies. 5 years is a lot of time, and 3 years to complete my degree is also a lot of time. Anything can happen anywhere at anytime right? 

I am just afraid that I may not be able to achieve that dream you know. I want to be a newsreader or a TV presenter for English programs in Malaysia, like the 8TV Quickie, The Breakfast Show or Nightline. Seriously, I have been polishing my language and skills during the holidays by watching those shows. 

If I can work with MTV, Channel V or host a TV show like the Sony Style TV Magazine, that would be great. I get to travel around the world, meet new people and I don't have to sit in the office like a banker from 9 AM until 9 PM most of the time hahaha. I could also work with radio stations and be a radio announcer right? That is also a part of mass communication studies.

Hurm, but I still want to be an English language teacher, so greedy again. Oh people, don't be a guy like me who wants to do everything before his life ends. I mean, it is good but be realistic; this is not like the movies we watch everyday. 

GIF source:

http://lawyerupasshole.tumblr.com/post/7959470079

Anemia Awareness Campaign

I know, Allah tests his slaves because He loves them; but at the moment I was diagnosed with anemia, I blamed Him ironically. I was being irrational at that moment because I kept asking Him, “why me?”.  Then there was this somebody who posted a reminder to her blog followers about Allah’s greatest tests. I read it, from the first paragraph until the last and I knew that I was wrong. I should be thankful for being one of His slaves that is being tested by Him. I know the obstacles He has given me is actually not really tough compared to what other people have or had confronted,  but at least by having anemia, I know that He loves me. This disease has taught me a lot; patience and perseverance, respect and trust, as well as health and consciousness.

Anemia, a very rare disease for me before but now I am the self-proclaimed ambassador for Anemia Awareness Campaign. I will be known as “Budak Kurang Darah” during the campaign so please come over to my blog to read more about anemia.  I will try to share information with all of you so that you guys and girls will be “in the know” and protect/avoid yourself from being the next victim. Anemia is a very serious disease because if the level of haemoglobin in your blood is low, you may lose your life; trust me, I was almost there. Okay, I have to go now. There are a lot of “research papers” and articles to go through because this is my assignment during the holidays. 

Fast Writers

Taking notes, and the teacher switches between slides too fast!

We're not fast writers you know.

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Love Readers, Hate Spammers

I love my blog readers and followers, especially those who keep on coming and coming and coming. And the readers who drop down their comments here are so fabulous, because they are willing to share their points and thoughts with me. The blog-walkers who "shout" at my chat box are also my favorite, because I can go and check their site too. 

Nevertheless, the SPAMMERS at my chat box are not so much of my favorite. Sometimes when I click the name, I will be brought to a Churp-Churp or any other advertising site. Hello, that is cheating! Seriously, please leave your blog URL only so that I can go blog-walking too. No cheating your Churp-Churp link or SPAMMING my chat box okay? Let people click your advertisement link when they want to see more information, not by doing things like that okay? 

We share this blogging/internet/social networking world, so let us do it fairly okay?

GIFs source:

thedibalicious.tumblr.com

Heart Less

Am I heartless? Yeah sometimes maybe when I got into that mood. I am so dearly heartless to my siblings because I did not let them use my stuffs. And my heartless-ness is for my own good; I let my brother use my track-bottom and he ruined it! Now I have to give it to him, get a new one and will never let him use my things ever again. You see, how I have used my heart less? Nah, that is not really heartless; I have done other heartless mistakes and will never repeat them again. 

GIF source:

thedibalicious.tumblr.com

Winds

I love winds on my hair

When I walk.

It makes me feel

LIKE A BOSS.

GIF source:

thedibalicious.tumblr.com

Bad Character

I think I made people mad or hate me most of the time, oh my. If there is an award for bad characters in real life, I think I will win every year, consecutively. 

*This is the point of time that I will go to Alexs Nuk room and tell him about my problems, and get a hug from my tiny Rizal. Then I will head to KL Sentral alone and get my source of energy, McD. I miss KL so much, bye-be.

GIFsource:

http://dayslike-today.tumblr.com/post/7870037340

Shit Happens

Always thought that I have a super power, 

That I am a superhero trying to save the world. 

Then my mother told me to go back to reality, 

I realized that I am just ordinary.

Shit happens 

When you need support the most;

But it is not wrong to plant a dream

Because at least you do not take ecstasy.

Image source:

http://fcukingch0ke.tumblr.com/post/7839581802

Drugs and Surgery

I went to the hospital today and received a bag full of drugs. Seriously, when is my anemia going to be gone? I don't like consuming medicine, even though I need them and blood to stay alive. 

And to recover from that sadness, I SPAMMED Mim Toge Kapoor's wall in Facebook with Taylor Swift's Fifteen lyrics; well I changed the lyrics a little bit to suit my situation. At least I am happy, that is the least I can do.

And I had the best time with Rizal MiCake Kapoor, her sister brother at our very secret group 405B. Hahaha, I really appreciate it when he was willing to go crazy when he was actually working. Well, he is a replacement teacher in a school in Kelantan, and cannot stop tweeting, like seriously hahaha. 

What else did I do this morning huh? Woke up at 9 AM, had my shower, breakfast, took my drugs, read newspapers, watched TV, went to the hospital, had my lunch and go online; wow, what a boring life I am having. So glad that my mother did not ask me to do any work today, I am sure that she knew I had to go to the hospital this morning. And next week, I have an operation/surgery on the 26th of July at Hospital Seberang Jaya, Pulau Pinang. Please pray for my health yea, wish me luck! I hope I don't have to stay at the hospital/ward for a long time, and I will be fully recovered, that's all. Do you hear me Allah?

Image source:

http://www.ohjamie.com/2011/07/19/as-02-with-ash-stymest/

Deactivating

Felt like deactivating my Facebook, just for fun. Wonder if people will actually realize that I have disappeared from that social life. I love my profile, FB has been my life, and I love it enough to know when it is time to say good bye *Oprah style.

Nah, I am not going to do that because I have to stalk some people there. And FB is the only place that I can connect with all of my friends, bloggers etc. Okay I have to go, have to sleep early because my duties everyday at home starts at 9 AM every morning. Poor you jobless blogger!

GIF source:

http://dancingtilldawn.tumblr.com

I have sinned again today

Dear Azham,

I don't know what is wrong with you that you enjoy seeing people getting hurt! Maybe you don't deserve a friend because you have made her cried again *exaggerating. Well, you better behave well or I will send you to juvenile school myself! I am so disapointed with you because you still hasn't changed! Seriously, this is the so many times you have hurt people's feelings, the uncountable times you have caused a fight and the unmemorable conflicts that you caused! Grow up buddy! You live in me...we share the same body so whatever you do will eventually affect my credibility. I will give you one more chance, so please don't screw up! Once you have read this notice, please get the hell out of my office.

So now, a very humble apologize to the people involved. I am truly very sorry, seriously. 

P/S: This message will self-destruct in no time, pack your bags and leave this Top Model's apartment ASAP.

                                                  

                                                  (Mr. Vosovic)

GIFs source:

thedibalicious.tumblr.com

Perfect Tenses

It was nice to feel wanted; when I have stopped from describing bad things about people in my blog, when I have started to shut my mouth and let them do the talking...and I have socialized less just to let them have it.

Oh my God, I just love Perfect Tenses! I have been using them quite merrily now-it made writing so much easier for a novice English language user like me. I have been wanting to have flawless English language, like I am born with it so just bear with me until I reach that point of everything yeah!


P/S: Did I listed the correct perfect tenses? Can somebody help to identify the tenses? Diba, Farah, and all, care to discuss?

Guilty Pleasures

Well thanks to Aman Ibrahim because he mentioned about his guilty pleasure which is McDonald's GCB Burger. My P-I-C, Diba is supposed to treat me GCB burger in September, which is a long time to go so I am going to treat myself one today itself. Enough with the ramblings, now I am going to talk about my guilty pleasures; trust me that I have quite a lot.

My very first guilty pleasure is when it comes to F&D. It is a crime because my mother keeps on asking me to save my money, save my money and never marry a foreigner. I never listened to her and still go to various restaurants to try scrumptious food there. I can eat a lot, very well influenced by Alexs Nuk and Nateesha Kaur Gill. Well, Nateesha has a beautiful purple Saga and she always ask us to follow her around to find good places to eat around KL. There was a time when she treated us at Tappers Cafe, Bangsar and I still owe her that. Next time is my treat okay? However Nateesha is not a fair person, she can drive us around but when we want to pay for the gas she will always reject our offer. Okay now I miss her car a lot... 

My second guilty pleasure is when it comes to completing my assignments. I could sleep all day since the due date is months away, trust me. I could go online, blogging and outing but my assignments are left untouched. Sometimes Shafik would finished his assignments first, but I still laze around with the internet. I still remember last semester that I did a supposedly 3-months Communication Skils in TESL assignment in just 3 days. Nevertheless, I think I did my assignment quite well because I really love those slide-shows I made; my lecturers never thought that it was a last minute work. I know, doing things at a very last minute is risky because Aiman lost his slide-shows when he was doing it the night before, poor him. 

The third guilty pleasure is maybe shopping; well window shopping for me. I shop for mostly unnecessary things like men's accessories which I do not wear actually. And I do not know what is wrong with me that I would shop a lot when I went out alone. When I was with friends, I will never have to cash out my money to shop and seriously I will have to go out with friends only after this. I am not from a royal family, I do not have that lot of money but I still insist of shopping as a therapy, stupid me!





Okay I think I have no more guilty pleasures to talk about. Some things are best to be kept as a secret right? Well, I should not be disclosing too much about myself, there are many people outside waiting to punch me in my head. I guess that is all for today, take care and God bless.





Image taken mostly from:
thedibalicious.tumblr.com

Insults

I just don't know what to say; if I be honest with you then we will have another fight and I hate that. I am not insulting you, please don't get me wrong because I am describing you instead.

Image source:

thedibalicious.tumblr.com

Social Network Dilemma

The internet is getting slower everyday. I wonder what did I do wrong for this "Malaysia's Best Broadband" to treat me like this? Seriously, I just want to blog, update my Facebook, poke thedibalicious with stupid questions on her tumblr account and tweet, that's all. Oh god, if things keep on going like this, I will have to terminate this broadband and the world of blogging is never going to be there for me again. I need to write, a lot, or else I will be packed with so many things in my head.